i stayed at a friends place last night, hes the head bouncer at rosemount.. i love the bouncers there, theyre all awesome.. great fun to hang out with.. but yeah i stayed at the head bouncers place and we had some alcohol (yum), chatted, watched a bit of soccer, had fun, chatted, had fun, lol.. was really good... it was so more real than anything else i have seen in the world, it felt more real it sounded more real, was more genuine and truthful, (I dunno how many times i can say it) it was sooooo real.. like everything else is some what real, but also seems fake or forced or stupid, this was pure real, nothing fake about it, not hidden agendas, just cos its real.. was awesome, (and ppl with one track minds im talking bout more than one thing here)... i didnt want it to end.. i dont want it to end.. i wanna be in those arms again, stay there for ever, i felt so protected so guarded and so wanted, like trully wanted.. for me and not for sex.. i wanna go back and hit pause on my universal remote.. stay there for ever.. and ever and ever.. why is it so hard then.. why r there so many critics in the world... i wanna stay there for ever